Negative Motivation

You know what's more saddening than looking down on yourself? It's not working towards ending that misery. I've had encounters with people who say bad things for themselves to others so they won't bad mouth them. 

And it just goes over my mind, I mean why would you give yourself all the trouble to get all stressed out and be negative. I want to know what drives them to think like that, because even in that darkness they're getting motivation to do something so low to themselves. It's funny how it becomes a routine and the motivation is always there to be negative for oneself, but the same person wouldn't get the motivation or inspiration to do something good or positive for or to himself/herself. 

We ought to get off this nature and response system, it just eats us and our time, which can be use to enjoy.